Are you Bowing Out of the Race? Discouragement, Depression & Confusion

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  1. I walked away from a job 2 months ago and my spouse and I are really feeling the effects of my decision. I worked for a company that sold out to another company that came in and made a lot of promises for improvement. The first paycheck we received came from the former owners with our normal pay rate, the next paycheck came from the new owners that without notice or warning cut our salary, some of us by as much as $3.50 an hour. We talked with them about it and the local labor agency as well and nothing has taken place as of yet!!! The owners promised to fix the salary error the next paycheck, well needless to say that after having my salary cut but my work still be just as hard, they never corrected the error because they never intended too. I guess they wanted to see how long we would slave for the slave salary. I walked away because I just can't accept that type of misuse from anyone. I know that TMH YAH will and is leading me into Good, because all Good things come from Yah because ONLY YAH is Good.

  2. I get a little discouraged sometimes but I always ask Abba Yahuah to lead and guide me..even when I attempt to question Him. As usual He quietly gives me reassurance and brings big ole smile to my face. ALL praises! Thank you Sis Deborah Yah and Watchman Yahu for always showing your love for your family throughout the 4 corners.

  3. (Nicodemus chapter XX: 3-4.)
    3. One of them answering, said I am Enoch who was translated by the word of God: and this man who is with me , is Elijah the Tishbite, who was translated in a fiery chariot. 4 Here "we" have hitherto been and have not tasted "death" , but are now about to Return at the coming of Antichrist, being armed with divine signs and Miracles, to engage with him in battle, and to be "Slain" by him at Jerusalem, and to be taken up alive again into the clouds , after Three days and half.

    'These are the two witnesses in "Revelation" '

  4. This has been so inspiring. We all get a point where we want to bow out, but we have to hang in there, until we receive the understanding, wisdom and knowledge of what is actually going on. You are right, we have to turn everything over to God, so that He can direct our path…and to study to show ourselves approved unto God. We cannot do nothing without learning how to be connected to the body of Christ, and other believers. I love this! This has helped me to not bow out of a situation I have recently been challenged by.
    What do I need to do to fix my situation? Press toward the mark of the high calling. I love it! Thank you again!

  5. I think the biggest problem is that most people have no idea of what support is suppose to look like. I know that most family members do love us but they are the less compromising, reflective or adjustable which makes connecting to them difficult. GOD Love is serene but most people on this earth are not a reflection of God love. I have learned that strong expectations can be damaging.

  6. Thank you sister. I'm so glad you posted this. I recently quit a job in fact last week I left my job. I was struggling with several fellow coworkers and the week before I decided to call it quits the so called manager called a meeting to tell us that they ran out of money and can no longer pay us. I have prayed many of time's to ABBA YAH for guidance and strength concerning this job. Mind you that this was a temp position and eventually I would have to leave so to make a long story short, I followed my heart. I know that Elohim blessed me with this job, I am SURE THAT ABBA YAH WILL CONTINUE TO BLESS ME. Through the GOOD AND THE bad I will serve my father because MY ABBA YAH AND MY BELOVED YAHASHUA IS MY STRENGTH AND WHEN ONE DOOR CLOSES, MANY MORE WILL OPEN. SHALOM FAMILY

  7. We all have it hard all the prophets did. Christ did and we are not greater than our master. We pray the Psalms, take encouragement from the apostles and their work. They went through a lot and made it. David went through it and made it. I've been there I fast, pray, listen to Grace Thrillers, I changed from sin, get treatments for my health, overcome many illnesses, changed diet and trust YAH daily. I try to follow the Bible first vs the world. But I will fight and defend Yah and Jesus Christ to the end. Jobs are laying off including mine yet Paul had told us to have our own businesses. When one door closes many more open. Our people have the lowest suicide rate in the world as Jah said thou shall not kill.

  8. In most cases, women are the head of the household; So, in most cases, most individuals mental health, or the lack there of stems from that relationship, and all who are involved. Boy friends, husbands, neighbors, neighborhoods, and teachers, are all your responsibility. Children have a right to a practical sense of well being. Women should think beforehand if they can provide the basis of a child's needs, because everything after that is on them. Women are responsible for keeping a close eye on all of the aforementioned, that's why it's important for them to embark wisdom upon their children starting at an early age, and to wing them off childish shit as soon as possible; Such as Santa Claus, playing with dolls, calling them baby, and or princess, and giving them gifts without them having earned them. Or else how you are going to teach them the value of becoming an adult, and hard work. The bottom line is, if you lack this wisdom, what the fk are you doing with children, except raising crime families. Peace. PS let their strength stem from their discipline, and or ability to do.

  9. Fear not; for thou shalt not be ashamed: neither be thou confounded; for thou shalt not be put to shame: for thou shalt forget the shame of thy youth, and shalt not remember the reproach of thy widowhood any more.
    *[3]For thou shalt break forth on the right hand and on the left; and thy seed shall inherit the Gentiles, and make the desolate cities to be inhabited.
    [5]For thy Maker is thine husband; the LORD of hosts is his name; and thy Redeemer the Holy One of Israel; The God of the whole earth shall he be called.
    [6]For the LORD hath called thee as a woman forsaken and grieved in spirit, and a wife of youth, when thou wast refused, saith thy God.
    [7]For a small moment have I forsaken thee; but with great mercies will I gather thee.
    [8]In a little wrath I hid my face from thee for a moment; but with everlasting kindness will I have mercy on thee, saith the LORD thy Redeemer.
    [9]For this is as the waters of Noah unto me: for as I have sworn that the waters of Noah should no more go over the earth; so have I sworn that I would not be wroth with thee, nor rebuke thee.
    [10]For the mountains shall depart, and the hills be removed; but my kindness shall not depart from thee, neither shall the covenant of my peace be removed, saith the LORD that hath mercy on thee.
    [11]O thou afflicted, tossed with tempest, and not comforted, behold, I will lay thy stones with fair colours, and lay thy foundations with sapphires.
    [12]And I will make thy windows of agates, and thy gates of carbuncles, and all thy borders of pleasant stones.
    [13]And all thy children shall be taught of the LORD; and great shall be the peace of thy children.
    [14]In righteousness shalt thou be established: thou shalt be far from oppression; for thou shalt not fear: and from terror; for it shall not come near thee.
    [15]Behold, they shall surely gather together, but not by me: whosoever shall gather together against thee shall fall for thy sake.
    [16]Behold, I have created the smith that bloweth the coals in the fire, and that bringeth forth an instrument for his work; and I have created the waster to destroy.
    *[17]No weapon that is formed against thee shall prosper; and every tongue that shall rise against thee in judgment thou shalt condemn. This is the heritage of the servants of the LORD, and their righteousness is of me, saith the LORD.
    [Isaiah 54:3-17] 😇

  10. Great advice sister, this was very needed advice the we all can use All praise be to The MOST High and His Son..

  11. That's why the bible says: men can not leave by bread alone but by every word that come out of the mouth of God.
    People need to rely on the word of God (and stop believing in the white men world) in other to be able to make in This day and age.

  12. must be talking to me cause I've been tired of this dimension. bible say HE dont pity children of whoredom. definitely not enthused by this continued suffering. the only good thing is I had a boy. so glad I didn't bring another girl in the sorry world to be abandoned rejected burdened stressed depressed and blamed for not taking leftover bs with a smile.

  13. Love this Praise YAHUAH for this message ♥️😊. I’m so tired and/or drained mentally. YAH has been giving me what I need no matter what I go through. Shalom

  14. Just a note as a nurse I have seen failed suicides and it is worse than death it is real please don't attempt such a horrible thing as suicide.

  15. I believe in Yahweh and his son Yahweh Ben Yahweh and his teachings period. But i don't condemn anyone at all because that is their choice. For me its staying open minded but not being TOO OPEN at the same time. Us black people are too damn divided because we all want to be right. The internet is used to divide and conquer as well.

  16. I’m very frustrated. I been in paramedic school for about a year now and I fail the classes for small mistakes. I’m so tired, I work so hard just to fail. I also been praying hard, but still nothing. I feel like giving up. 😞

  17. I was just thinking about this myself. So many people are separating themselves due to thinks not getting better depsite us being in the position for hundreds of years.

  18. So GLAD to hear this message Sister, I'm SOO tried of meeting Narcissistic, or people who just want to use me in my life….My EX husband is a Narcissist (I recently learned) I am, and have been going through a lot of painful, painful life experiences….I'm working to resolve one now….but I feel SOO alone, nobody to help me, or to lean on, or to just talk over things with, I have THE MOST HIGH, but you know….GREAT video, Thanks SOO much….Shalom

  19. Thank you so much for this video. My life started out with significant issues. It's not as bad as other stories but it caused me to constantly work throughout my life to correct ideas given to me about myself or disadvantages I inherited due to my parents poor decisions. I decided when I was in my younger 20s, I wouldn't blame my parents as an adult. I've hit a rough patch financially that started with my hours at work getting cut and then I got seriously ill for about 2 months in and out the hospital on antibiotics before I cured my infection at home. Missed work got behind on bills and have been trying to get my footing back since. Also in that time I began dating for the first time, I was really careful and it was a guy I knew for 2-3 years. We stopped after about a month he finally told me he was legally married. That crushed me. I still have a hard time understanding why he didn't just tell me that initially before I got my heart broken. On top of that, I am getting older and would like to have a family under the right circumstances. I want a happy and healthy family and a husband who is a good leader but that's just not available around me. Just a bunch of simps and insincere constantly hitting on me trying to use me and it's so frustrating I just hide in my apartment basically. I do have older people I get advice from but it's hard opening up about certain things to others especially if it's an older man I'm speaking to, some things I just don't feel comfortable discussing.

  20. Thank you sister for speaking about this topic! I speak personally when I say I have had many attempts and the last one should have killed me and to this day I am a case study because of the toxicity of my blood the doctors were stunned beyond understanding of the why I lived without treatments other than 1 teaspoon of medication that made me throw up one time! My kidneys went into failure and I never once closed my eyes I was awake the entire time and I cried and I begged the Most High please let me die!!! In my right ear I heard no daughter not today!! That was twenty years ago!!! I read the word I research I pray and I speak to Him everyday because He lifted me up and set me up to become woke to the truth of His people and His word of truth!! Life has not been easy by no means but He has truly blessed me and for that I am truly greatful and I am overjoyed by the Truth of His word and for the real Israel… Shalom and many blessings to you sister

  21. Interestingly I had thoughts of “bowing out of life” all day today. My uncle passed away on my fathers side of the family not too long ago. My brother, sister, and I went for the memorial today and I suffered major social anxiety. I kept saying “I have to leave”. My father was there and didn’t expect us to show up. And we are not close with that side of the family at all. My father never been in my life consistently. All these thoughts went through my head. I started getting nauseous, and bad head aches. My brother made me say hello to family members. I immediately left the service, unable to fully catch my breath. To be around family but not feel connected was horrible. I rode with my sister to the service, and end up walking back to my mothers house alone. I turned off my phone so my siblings wouldn’t find me. I walked through alley ways, near abandoned houses hoping someone would kidnap me, duck tape me to a chair, and blow my brains out. The emotional pain was too much. I finally arrived at my moms house. She was so worried because no one could find me. She looked at me and said, “please let someone know your leaving, anything could have happened to you”. With no emotion I responded, “I was hoping that”. Long story short, I am severely depressed. I have no husband, no children, and I live alone with my dog. I get up at 4am to start my day, and lay back down by 10pm. It seems I have nothing to live for at this point.

  22. Thank you,Thank you Thank you ,this Message Came in the Rigth time for me,im tired Lord this is Just What i needed to hear… Greetings from Germany

  23. Since I was a child, I have always asked the Father to send someone to help me. There is nothing wrong with asking for help. But there never was. You cannot grow up in dysfunctional dysfunction and expect to be normal without someone showing you the way. And you need love, for without it, it is like a flower that dies because it has not been cared for. And you cannot properly heal if you continue to be injured by people and by life. I have come to realsize that not everyone gets heals. All I ask for the Father now, is that he gives me the strength to live until I die.

  24. Strange that I'm just seeing this message.🤔 It's profound… I often have this conversation with you when I'm in thought of you and your family(in my heart of course). Our family's prayers for your family are that you don't allow the hurt you all have endured to hinder the charge you have been given by YAHUAH! Listen for the voice of YAH and He will guide you. Put your fears away. YAHUAH will make a way for HIS will to be done through you or thru you to someone else.😓 But if you're anything like us, you should be tired of that by now,😳 YAHUAH truly is our Abba. His will alone be done🌚


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